Current Music: Death Cab for Cutie - Home is a Fire
I'm trying hard to like this album and I am hoping that multiple listens will drill it into my skull with enough force to stimulate some pleasure sensors. The first few minutes actually gave me a terrible fright; what if I no longer loved DCFC?
Not true. Tiny Vessels is still amazing. Had to check though.
I moved in with Pat. He puts his things down on the stove when he comes in the door and it drives me insane.
I love my new bathroom. It's tiny and a little shabby and I've picked out everything for it from the ground up. I've never felt so good about spending my money. It's a rental, yes, but I really want to make this place look so good. I want to walk into my home and sigh with happiness at how much of a home it is. right now, besides the cooking tools and the bathroom, it's very bland. Pale, pale beige walls and a beige carpet. I want rugs and wallpaper and decals and things that scream "I love it here, I'm so happy and so good right now."
I'm going to cook here. I'm going to decorate and pay my bills and have my friends over and everything will be perfect.
I will be perfect.
