This is new for me

My blog before, from before at least, PitsIncluded, got a lot of hits. That didn't bother me. I like getting feedback on my most personal thoughts. I even thought it was a good thing that the school knew about it, they knew I was so very unhappy with my life. Now, it's gone. I don't even have half that reader base on all my other blogs combined. So, instead of writing this to everyone for me, I'm writing it because I know there is one person who will read it if only because I commented to him earlier today on a whim. Eric, I don't know you very well. I only met you once. I liked you as a person. You were supremely cool and you have great taste in music. I'm not good at talking to people, especially about my feelings. The only reason I can even articulate this is because I have had a very long relationship with the blog*spot post box and its changes over the years. I read your blog, I hope that's okay, but I saw the link in your profile. I read the first entry at the time, which was about Bernies birthday party. I like the way you say things. The more I thought about it, which was a lot of thought considering we only met for one night with a group of friends, the more I thought I liked you more. I know I'm ahead of myself, and I figure you haven't given nearly this much thought to me. Would you like to go out again? Group or otherwise. It would be nice to spend some more time with you. I like you. And I mean "like" in the way that I used to giggle about in middle school. I'm quite afraid to say it. You are probably the best guy I have ever liked which is another reason I'm likely so reluctant. My dating history is not the best and I hope you can forget that. And yes, everything I say in my blog is much more melodramatic than anything I do in real life, I swear. *eyeroll*

Hi, my name is Krista and I am a reluctant romantic.