this is Krista feeling like nothing in the whole world is really all that important anymore. And know why i feel like this? because it is probably true
okay. it seems to me like high school made it a lot easier for me to laugh at people. ESPECIALLY about love and all that it entails. Though anna is getting the short end of the love stick with me so at least i have company. wonderful, understanding, sweet company. Though this isnt really the best place to have people with in.
it seems like everyone is happily in some sort of romantic bliss. and at the very least anna knows how she feels about her someone, even if he feels he is very much in love with someone else. Me? i dont have emotions anymore that way. I have crushes for weeks at a time and then move on. It's kinda lonely to not have any sorta connection with people i feel like that towards. i wish it was so easy to be jaded
and cynical.
and tired.
but the fert, the fert loves me.
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