my ferret wants to drink my 7up, my boss wants me to be super-cashier, my parents want me to shut up, my friends are semi-nonexistent, my life is crumbling, my libido has dissapered, my room is a mess, my sister is going down paths i never wanted her to know, my brother is drifting slowly into adutlhood, my grades are as good as they will ever be, my funds are ever decreasing, my alarm clock isnt waking me up
everything is about me.
1. The act or process of withdrawing, especially from something hazardous, formidable, or unpleasant.
2. The process of going backward or receding from a position or condition gained.
3. A place affording peace, quiet, privacy, or security.
4. A period of seclusion, retirement, or solitude.
5. Withdrawal from a dangerous position or from an enemy attack.
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
This is new for me
My blog before, from before at least, PitsIncluded, got a lot of hits. That didn't bother me. I like getting feedback on my most personal thoughts. I even thought it was a good thing that the school knew about it, they knew I was so very unhappy with my life. Now, it's gone. I don't even have half that reader base on all my other blogs combined. So, instead of writing this to everyone for me, I'm writing it because I know there is one person who will read it if only because I commented to him earlier today on a whim. Eric, I don't know you very well. I only met you once. I liked you as a person. You were supremely cool and you have great taste in music. I'm not good at talking to people, especially about my feelings. The only reason I can even articulate this is because I have had a very long relationship with the blog*spot post box and its changes over the years. I read your blog, I hope that's okay, but I saw the link in your profile. I read the first entry at the time, which was about Bernies birthday party. I like the way you say things. The more I thought about it, which was a lot of thought considering we only met for one night with a group of friends, the more I thought I liked you more. I know I'm ahead of myself, and I figure you haven't given nearly this much thought to me. Would you like to go out again? Group or otherwise. It would be nice to spend some more time with you. I like you. And I mean "like" in the way that I used to giggle about in middle school. I'm quite afraid to say it. You are probably the best guy I have ever liked which is another reason I'm likely so reluctant. My dating history is not the best and I hope you can forget that. And yes, everything I say in my blog is much more melodramatic than anything I do in real life, I swear. *eyeroll*
Hi, my name is Krista and I am a reluctant romantic.
Hi, my name is Krista and I am a reluctant romantic.
Monday, March 21, 2005

holy shit... i think thats the highest ive ever been
another picture from me, to you, thanks to Hello
Monday, March 14, 2005

holy shit... okay, i swear to do something productive now.
another picture from me, to you, thanks to Hello
Saturday, March 12, 2005
Thursday, March 10, 2005
wensday night game
last night i played risk with some of my school friends and one of their friends. it was a shitload of fun. it is actually a lot more fun once you get a hang of the rules. i was declared winner with my control of atlantis, half of africa and some of europa. *whoo*. i had my hand kissed goodnight, which was weird and formal. i molested Anna and had my breast felt. the census was good and nicely shaped. which they are. i have a busy day friday. School until four, work until ten and risk untill saturday. it'll be fun. i hope
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Yes, the white girl is listening to Kanye.
And shut the fuck up about it, i was listening to the ep before it fucking came out. Being pigeon holed by how i look can be pretty fucking annoying. Yeah, i have dark hair, yes, i wear thick glasses most the time and yes i fucking like my old jeans and chucks. i am not your stereotype, i am not a fucking straight edge and i really hate how condescending the whole lot of people who claim to be anything are.
long day today. look forward to music class tomorrow and seeing anna and omer. I am thinking of taking the little prince himself with me to school tomorrow. i must post his photo here after this post. he is the laziest fucker i know. Fert is the little prince, a european bred sable ferret. funny looking fucker as well.
talking to a friend of mine who i used to mess around with. We havent talked in a while and i just started talking to him again hoping he would 1)give me my shit back and 2)start fucking around with me again. hormones do that.
i'm waking up early tomorrow to give Mr. Dries a purple condom before i head off for my campus. there is a story behind the colorful contraceptive, involving the animal kingdoms and innappropriate school acronyms. which is why everyone loves mr. dries so damn much.
and its not like im get a whole lotta use outta the condoms anyway.
i should sleep now. its hard to get back into the blogging huge ass fucking entries. but i will. i swear it.
long day today. look forward to music class tomorrow and seeing anna and omer. I am thinking of taking the little prince himself with me to school tomorrow. i must post his photo here after this post. he is the laziest fucker i know. Fert is the little prince, a european bred sable ferret. funny looking fucker as well.
talking to a friend of mine who i used to mess around with. We havent talked in a while and i just started talking to him again hoping he would 1)give me my shit back and 2)start fucking around with me again. hormones do that.
i'm waking up early tomorrow to give Mr. Dries a purple condom before i head off for my campus. there is a story behind the colorful contraceptive, involving the animal kingdoms and innappropriate school acronyms. which is why everyone loves mr. dries so damn much.
and its not like im get a whole lotta use outta the condoms anyway.
i should sleep now. its hard to get back into the blogging huge ass fucking entries. but i will. i swear it.
Monday, March 07, 2005
i totally got my blog description from a porn site
not too much going on recently. the regular work drama, which is always fun. Manager supposedly fired for stealing, shelby is supposedly fucking the ugly short manager, nancy is supposedly pregnant, george is supposedly my friend. Blah. And amazingly enough, my school friends dont have drama. they have relationships, but nothing on the same scale as work or high school. i have a test tomorrow and about six hours worth of homework due. i need to work on my course paper, the only thing i have done so far is research and print that stuff out. And i have decided to stay on medications until im out of the teenage years. twenty two should do it, to get me past the hormonal spikes. i have game night with my friends this wednesday or friday, depending on what happens tuesday. its fun. we play board games and we laugh and its great. very normal compared to most my life. but then again, what isnt normal compared to most my life?
Sunday, March 06, 2005
and now i come back
yeah, everything about my old blog i missed. so i took a few hours, fixed everything up and manually put all my old posts back and now here i am. god, i forgot how much i would care about my old site. do you have any idea how many blogs i made to make up for this one? six. insane.










