I've had an. . . interesting week. by interesting i mean completely awkward and weird and sad and a little bit good.Some things went down, arguments, fights, some very nice people standing up for me and some friendships cemented. Me and Aaron are no more. *shrug* I'm not too broken up over it because i cut it off since i found myself trying to forgive him for hitting me and it was not good.
I have this excellent guy i know, however, who i hooked up with once. I fucked shit up back then because he didn't know it was a hookup and i wasn't the nicest person about it. I wish i could change that but i can't. Apparently, he is about the best person on earth, ever, and forgave me and i think we are kinda, sorta, maybe hooking up again in a more serious way, i don't know but i do know he is amazing. Which, really, is what matters. he isn't what i've ever looked for or noticed in the past which might be why he is so exceptional compared to what i've had.
Things are looking up after a shit week. For sure.
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