Sibling antagonism

My sister is a huge bitch. I don't know why she is, she just is.

You see, I've been sentenced to help my local Christian fellowships youth group as sound tech and attendee. The problem is. . . I'm Taoist. So I tend to just go with it but I do have to tell quite a few people to back off because I am not Christian and me praying to their god would be blasphemy. But I go. And I go to church happily because what else can I do?

today is a beach trip. So me, mom, dad and my sister are going, so of course, my sister has to make a huge problem of it. She yelled at mom for two minutes, dad called and she held the phone and tried to act all sweet to dad saying she just wanted to stay home to watch her dog. Now she slammed a door on me when I was trying to give her a pin I bought for her yesterday when I was out with Anna and Omer. She just doesn't have any sense of decency or common human behavior. Its annoying and it makes me angry to watch her act like this. I read to passages from the Tao te ching already just to feel more calm and to help myself just go with this. But it is hard when I've been watching this stupid girl act like this since forever whenever there is something she doesn't want to do. She makes everyone around her miserable. And unfortunately, it usually works for her.

I will not be angry. I will not let my emotions determine what I am. I will just be calm and let this be just another obstacle that I can easily surpass.