I. am. in. hate.
Well, actually, i wouldn't call it hate. I really don't put that much effort into it. It's more like I just greatly dislike the person i am. I fuck up. I fuck up bad. Watch Krista fuck up. Fuck up Krista, fuck up.
It's disgusting really, watching me do this to myself. My family tries to stop it. well, my brother at least. when he is home. and not busy. which isnt very often but he tries and i see that and i feel sick inside because he puts more effort into making me happy than i do for myself.
it's so easy to see why people leave me. i dont know why it still suprises me.
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