I blocked gun. I feel better. What a mini little drama in my mind. Either way, Gun is just the type of guy i dont want. they type of guy who would hurt me again. I'm telling Jerome (by ommision, yes, but its the same thing and you know it) that i want to forget what ive done and change and move on. I feel better. why am i being so ... i dunno the word, lets try faithful, faithful to Jerome. He's not my boyfriend, i dont really know him, nor does he know me. Yet i feel close to him. so i shall do what feel right for now. I know i didnt do anything wrong, so why do i feel like i did? because your an idiot who is awake at 3:30 in the morning writing to yourself on the internet. go im such a dork. an out of shape dork. i need to start running again. I know fujii would support that. damn athletic friends. grrr. I should call heather later, she'll support me in my anti-athletic endeavors. ha... haha. time to try and sleep again. I need to get away from my blog for awhile.
CMaZ
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