smelly at home

we are having construction done on the back porch so of course this involves plumbing, so they had to turn off the water. It still isnt back on, and i really want to take my shower. I think im going to go to heathers house and take their bathroom hostage. Oh god, i had the nicest conversation ever, with Jerome last night. We were on aim and he just said the nicest things that so made me feel better about my past. It was so nice to hear someone say such sweet things without humor, just care. I feel special. sorta. Maybe im a loser to have met someone online. as soon as frankie gets home im going to take a picture for EC and Friendster. Okay, so its mostly for Jerome. Let me keep some of my dignity. I wish i had thought to save our convo. But i closed the window as soon as i had thought of it. damn. It would have been nice to read it again. I told him one of the things im most ashamed of ever have doing and he just said, he still liked me and i was the same girl he was talking to all along. i swear i could of cried if that hadnt of made me so happy. it seem like he is so... you know, pure. Like i should feel bad for corrupting him with the thought. I mean he is saving his first kiss for the right girl. my lord. that is just awesome. ESPECIALLY in a guy. even more so in a guy like him, who is completly attractive. No joke, even before i sent him a message, i saw his picture and was just like "wow". he's on friendster, if you want to see it. Im not going to put it up here because, after is so kind and good to me, i wouldnt want to give him any trouble. he is so great to talk to. i am so freaking lucky. damn, i wrote a whole blog about a guy i only know online... pathetic. But for some reason i dont feel pathetic. Not at all.