Oops

Current Music: Somewhat Damaged - Nine Inch Heels. . Er, Nails.

Didn't wake up till 6 O'clock. . . This evening. Crazy amounts of apathy today, which isn't surprising considering how my mood has been all over the fucking place. Kinda wondering when it would hit I-don't-fucking-care. At least now I don't have to worry about that happening while I'm at school. Bill gets all worriedtastic when I get "sad" which is actually kinda weird for a teacher to do. Whatever.

SO, Omer is kinda guessing I don't want to play in the WoD anymore because of Scott. He would be about. . . neee, 83% right. Avoiding problems is something of a specialty of mine. Akim made a picture post of his friends on LJ. I think this is actually the first time he included me as a friend. Little bits of flattered. Someone outside it blowing up firecrackers and I am about to go postal on some Chinese New Year ass. Any excuse really, for unnecessary violence. People, by now, should know not to annoy me.

So, the argument over Sean; good guy or slimeball continue. I think, at this point, I'm the only one on the good guy side. Sure, sure, anyone can assume the worst and be well rewarded for it, but I try, pretty god damned hard at that, to forgive people, to grant the benefit of a doubt. I like to assume people can be good which is why I tend to get the worst of people after me like a haunting. It's probably stupid of me to always think people will try not to hurt me and I know the people who are closest to me would advise me not to. Though, I have to admit, I would talk to half the people I know anymore if I didn't forgive them more than they would have wanted me to forgive someone else.

Perspective is a funny thing.