pause>>step
stake out mind
why, where am i?
cant get in or out
cant get caught
stake out,
thoughts are at a stand still
breathe out again
afraid to move
i dont know what to do
heart thumps thickly
mind feels numb
pictures swim underneath
something makes my thoughts stink
forget my body
all mind, all caught
what can i be
where can i go
nothing and everything left
turn away, what is right
cough blood. see red
wonder what is wrong with my head
take my pill goodnight
seems to do nothing to make me right
screencaps and storyline
all caught and saved
my past is done, screenscroll of pain
i couldnt stop
i saw more and more
dysfunction extreme
i cant hold back my scream
i know the story
i see it all along
but i am held still
wanting more
feeling my own story
i cry for the fast forward
i wish for the rewind
paused in now
screencap my face