head in my hands
tears are flowing freely now
fuck holding back
i'm through
i'm done.

i cant play the part for long
my will breaks down
i tire
i drown.

head in my hands
he cant understand
why i try to be kind
spare my feelings next time.

we're in two different worlds
i'm trying to find mine
he's not me
we're not we.

move! talk! live! love!
don't let the past drag you down
i'm here for you like always
but i don't know for how long.

head in my hands
he cant understand
why i need him there
let me know that you care.

the tears dry up
i'm acting my part
i lift my head
i hide my heart.


(i love emoallen)