Love, i love you so much

Oh man, my hair. This is way too cool for me. I am going to make it a little darker but, right now, its is a light blue/white streaks in my light/dark brown hair. I think it looks good, and once the blue comes out, I can put almost any color I want in it where it is bleached. Kinda looks like I have gray hair at first. I plan to fix that. I'm reading the book Ender's Game and I like it as much as I did the first time I read it. It is so amazing. Orson Scott Card is incredibly amazing if Ender's Game is any show of his talent. I want to read the accompanying books but I am almost worried that they will just suck, kinda like how Necroscope, which started out so fun and ended so stupidly. I understood it and I read the third novel even though it was so boring but I expected so much more based on the first one. Now Chuck Palahuink, he has yet to let me down. I recommended to the school librarian to pick up a few of his novels for the library. Should help out school's reading levels, which are abysmal. Yeah, I made up with Ashley and, thank all the powers that be, she forgave me and took me back and my god I love her so much. She is so kind and understanding and I wish I could be there for her more. I haven't experienced half the pains she has had and I wish I could relate and help her more. But I do what I can, which is all anybody can. I love her for being there for me for all these years and for loving me back from the beginning. I love you Ashley, I never mean to hurt you and I swear I will do my best to never let it happen again. You have my support whenever you need me. I will always be here to listen to you whenever you want me to be and I will love you and be by your side when you need me. I try to. You are wonderful and sweet and caring. You are the best friend I have with Heather. But you know so much more about me. You know everything, you know me through and through. I love you and your family. You all took me in and accepted me. I love you Nichole, you are so beautiful and you make me appreciate all the good things around us. I find so much joy with you and I hope I can bring some back to you. I love you all so much and I am so glad to be a part of your lives. You make me, me. I am so lost without you and I would not be who I am now. I can only say the best of things about you guys because you have been the absolute best things to have ever happened to me. I love you so much. I am so glad I met you. I am so glad you love me too. I love you and miss you right now as I sit at home. <33333