ARGH, I hate my sister. She infringed on my rights as a web log publisher and edited my work to use against me. She sent my Aug 22 post to people, out of context, to get me in trouble with my family. Due to sensitive materiel contained within this post, I am going to delete it and only expose it by email request. Otherwise, I will continue to write my work. I don't know how much trust I can have for my sister, for she can't even ask me if I would mind. I had told mother about the events in this entry and David also knew I was posting these facts. Please flame my sister as often as you want to my email. I will forward your comments to her, with or without your return address at your request. She tried to take my openness and use it to my fault, not knowing that I never hide anything that may be important to another. I told mother, in less detail, about the events within the post. Now, thanks to Andrea, these details were exhumed and made to appear dirty. I feel less safe about telling the truth to all, which is the whole point of me blogging. It hurts me to be made fun of in this manner by someone who I am supposed to trust. Andrea should feel utterly horrible about the absurd manner she acted in. My trust and security have been breached. However, I will try to regain that security at a later date. As of the moment, I am quite satisfied to stew in anger about this horribly backstabbing behavior. And I have not yet extracted my revenge. She wants me to be nice to her in high school, she doesn’t want me to embarrass her yet she will go to such lengths to hurt me for no reason. She has caused unneeded anger, resentment and awkwardness into a situation I was striving with to avoid these same problems. I don't know why she had to do this to me. She has made it almost impossible for Mother to trust me with David, even though I told Mother what I was doing. My god, why does she have to ruin this for me? I had a good thing and she couldn’t just let me keep it. She had to make it something bad. She had to make my THOUGHTS bad. So fucking wrong for her to do that. I do not deserve to feel guilty about what goes on in my life and in my mind. I do not feel ashamed of anything I do. Otherwise, I wouldn’t do it. She tried to take something I said to everyone sound like something I was trying to hide. I was not hiding anything and she is now the one in the wrong. Oh, yeah, David came over today . . . we watched Naruto and Frankie walked by as we were kissing. Frankie blows up, and this is when I find out about Annie’s email. Stupid bitch, Annie, she could have at least told me she was going to pull this shit.