I got into a fight with David last night. It was actually less of a fight as it was David saying something stupid, me getting very mad and then David apologizing profusley so I don't castrate him in his sleep. What he said... arr, I still want to kill. But he did send and apologie on one of those fucking e-cards I hate. he did remember my favorite sanrio character, Badtz-Maru, and used that for the card. But I did tell him that if he didn't send emails, phone calls and money, if avaliable, that I would quite likely try to injure him. And he would deserve it. I'm going to paste what he said here, but I'm going to take the name off so you all dont try and flame him, even if he deserves it. PeachyKeen840 (11:43:07 PM): that was like a mini porno as it is...


PeachyKeen840 (11:43:10 PM): jesus

PeachyKeen840 (11:44:27 PM): any more and i would just feel... dirty

DAVID, (11:45:51 PM): oh yeesh..your 86% honry anyway...and you were with donavin arent you dirty enough after that?

PeachyKeen840 (11:46:08 PM): fuck you

PeachyKeen840 (11:46:38 PM): just fuck you. that was hella uncalled for


Right after that he began apologizing and delving into depths of self pity never before reached. So, of course, I'm still hurt. I have to be accepted and if one of my very closest friends will say shit like that to me to hear more of a goddamned sex dream, then what the fuck will the people who don't like me do? Why are all peope such assholes at heart. Yeah this one "little" incident is making me doubt the veracity of all mankind. A little extremist, but I always have been. Extreme, I mean. So let us make the broad statement that all of mankind is being reverted to its asshole roots. Fine, I hate them all too. You all can go fuck yourselfs. Even those of you who will call me your friend, I call you my bane. The edge on my straight razor, the spark to the flame of hate in me, the the heart of my cruel and depressed life. FUCK OFF! I hate everyone equally for being so mean to me. For disregarding me when convientient for you, for using me to unlaod your pain then leave me out after you are finished. You all suck, and are fucked up by calling me your friend. How often do I complain? How often do I call you and ask for help in my personal matters? Or ask everyone over. Fucking Pieter, have I heard from you? Or Daniel, either one? Has anyone bothered with me? NO, you all read my blog(most of you at least) and assume that you know eveything now and that since I wrote it down, i no longer need to talk about it. Holy fuck, that is why I hate all of you. You don't even tell me. I'm all fucking alone, from now untill whenever. Maybe tommorow, tommorow, tommorow or today. Today and the next. Ha. David you asshole, look what happened. Why? You didn't even tell me why you said it.