Ah... I finished making Duy's blog cooler and she slaps me in the face by proclaiming the name of Xanga. *weep*... My god I hate my little fucking sister...she is so stupid and just stole one of my newest and most favored tank tops. Why? because she is a retard. "I didn't know it was hers!' OMY FUCKING GOD! YEAH RIGHT YOU BITCH! You thought you bought it? Jesus.... She always tries to tell me she doesn't copy me and she doesn't try to be like me but she wants my shit? What the fuck? I hate her so much. Ashely won't even trade sisters with me because she knows Annie is a stupid pain in the ass bitch. Annie will whine to mom about how I am mean to her at school but I'm the one who makes sure my friends, who I love more than I love her anyway, don't throw rocks at her. They don't even need to know that Annie is my sister and know my tales of the evil shit she does to me to hate her almost as much as I do. Stupid piece of shit. SHE CAN'T DO ANYTHING! She fucking sucks at guitar too. I tried to be nice to the piece of shit about that but I ended up just not saying anything. God... why do I have to get the stupid posuer piece of HUMAN FUCKING FECAL MATTER sister. And why do I get mad about this shit? Because she tried to justify the stupid shit things she does. I bet she goes out and buys the same shirts I bought. I know she will. Because she has a lack of free thought, she has to do only what someone else has already done. that is just how stupid she is. And I am taking all of this up the butt because I'm still pretty pissed at David. He doesn't try and talk to me he doesn't care that I exist he doesn't mind that I hate him. Inddifference.... Jesus, that hurts from him after how much I thought he cared about me. He wonders why I think he used me. Lately the thought of him having used me is less and less ludicrious. But then Ash keeps telling me that he didn't use me and he still cares and he is just confused as I am. Why is this all so hard. It was supposed to be fun for a while at least. Oh... I am so tempted to put more lyrics in here... but I will not.... This is going to be all my words. I should start my shameless support of myself. My URL everywhere and nobody knowing who I was. Just reading my life everyday and trying to figure it out based on the clues. Funny. I stayed on this late so this girl from my Bio class could IM me about Blogger. She wanted help with all this shizzy. I offered because I'm the one who told her about it. I swear I should get free Blogger Pro for giving them such a good name against all those evil Xanga people. Xanga is so wrong. They control everything you try and do. I like blogger... I can do what I want with it and I don't have all the stiff I can't do rubbed in my face. Like xanga... every where you go "This isn't for you. You don't pay!" It's quite annoying. I could kill. Seriously. Okay, I couldn't, but I can think about it a lot. And hope something dies of natuarl causes sooner because of my thoughts. Oh yeah... I know where I can get a pic of my elfish Bio teacher. His hosted site. I can steal the pic like I did the Everclear one. He even looks elfish in the picture I plan to take. I asked if I could use it and he said yeah, whatever. So I will take that as a yes. Anyway, sleep, it's this thing someone told me about. I think I should try it. Late all

CMaZ