More Everclear lyrics. Called misery whip. It fits with my masochisim. And that feeling of animosity i get wherever I go these days.

"Walking wounded with a belly full of pain
And a bad bad attitude

We are shaking shadows for that
Perfect dark room
Where we can do just what we want to do

There is a place
Where we can leave behind
All those simple minds
They would not like
The way we live
When we are all alone
In this house that we call home
You will become my
Misery whip

(yes, I said like a misery whip)

Walking hungry with a pocket full of promise
And a big black song In my head

yes, I know the answers to my questions
They are purple black and blue
And they are waiting for me in my bed

There is a place
Where we can leave behind
All those simple minds
They would not like
They way we live
When we are all alone
In this house that we call home
You will become my misery whip
(I will say it again, like a misery whip)

Stop!

I get no pleasure
When I'm going through
The motions
Of my mediocre day to day
I'm just an actor
Just like Robert fucking Redford
When I say those stupid words
That they expect me to say

Yes we can leave behind
All those simple minds
They would not like the dirty
Things we do

Yeah

When we are all alone
In this house that we call home...
I will fall down like a bitch for you

I need you to hit me and
Make me shake
I need you to hurt me and
Make me beg for more
I need you to bend me and
Make me break
I need you to make me feel like
I am your whore

I feel complete when I feel sick inside

I feel complete when I feel sick inside

I feel complete when I feel sick inside

I feel complete when I feel sick inside

I feel complete when I feel sick inside

I feel complete when I feel sick inside

I need to feel like
I am real inside

I need to feel like
I am really alive

I need you to make me feel

I need you to hit me and
Make me shake
I need you to hurt me and
Make me beg for more
I need you to bend me and
Make me break
I need you to make me feel
Like we can leave behind
All those simple minds
They would not like
The way we live
When we are all alone
In this house that we call home
You will become my
Misery whip

You will become my
Misery whip

You will become my friend



Another everclear. The title is very accurate to me. Its called All Fucked Up

I am all fucked up
And I am ready to break
I don't wanna be the guy
Who is always on the outside
I wanna find my own
Good place

All fucked up
And I don't know how
How I ever got to where I feel
Like I am dying on the inside
I want to be happy
But I don't know how

I am all fucked up
And it's always the same
I always get so close,
Then I let it get away
I got no one but
Myself to blame

I'm all fucked up
And I don't know why
If the rest of my life
Is going to be like this
Think I would rather die
I am all fucked up

Yes, I am all fucked up
You're happy
When you are all fucked up
Yes, I am all fucked up

I am all fucked up
Yes, I am ready to break
I don't wanna be the guy
Who is always on the outside
I wanna find my own
Good place

All fucked up
And I don't know how
How I ever got to where I feel
Like I'm dying on the inside
I want to be happy now

I am all fucked up
And it is always the same
I always get so close
Then I let it get away
I got no one but
Myself to blame

I am all fucked up
And I don't know why
If the rest of my life
Is going to be like this
Than I think I would rather die
I am all fucked up