Continuing from before... read that other shizzy first

Okay, recap. I hate myself. I like David a hell of a lot more than i know i should. I know he will read this and hate me. I have to say how i really feel before i kill myself or at least try again. I dont understand my attraction to him either, you are so not alone on that. But then i don't understand why he liked me at first either. I am not pretty, smart, nice, cordial or anything. I just am. Ashley likes my "slidy word thingyso i will never use it again. That is probably the stupidest and the oldest tag ever created. Uber stupid. I need some more HTML tricks. All of mine are getting old. Anyway... im just distracting myself from David. I am so lost in my own mind. I know i like him. I know that.